Well, after some thought I realize I am going to need more thoughtful way to approach this to go through with it. I thought I did but I need to do more research.
See, I would take a step forward and then go 2 steps back. I put too much pressure on myself and then get overwhelmed. I cannot do that. This is serious. I also need some serious self-discipline to do this.
But I will continue with my Animal Rights Activism in general.